Her Beast_A Dark Romance Page 17
A strange feeling floated through me as I watched them, as if I had slid into a parallel universe and was staring at some other life I had fallen into unwittingly.
But it didn’t feel foreign. It felt familiar and warm like it was something I had always longed for but never quite had.
After Alex would be settled in for the night, Vyolet would venture back into the living room and curl into my arms where we would watch old movies and eventually make love on the sofa.
I would always carry her into the bedroom where we would tangle ourselves up again into a pile of legs and arms, melting into dark pools of ecstasy.
My eyes would always dart toward the closet where my trove of goodies waited to explore her tender skin.
Not yet, I whispered to myself every night. Maybe tomorrow.
I sat back at the dining room table and glanced at my watch.
It was almost three o’clock and I needed to pick up Alex from school.
As I rose, the door opened, and I tensed.
“Who’s there?” I called.
“It’s just me,” Vyolet called back, entering the room.
She wore a long raincoat, the collar pulled up around her slender neck and her black boots sprinkled with droplets of water.
“What are you doing home so early?” I asked in surprise. “I was just leaving to pick up Alex.”
She smiled demurely and shook her head.
“My mom came to get her already. It was a half day for teacher preparation.”
I frowned.
“Did you tell me that?” I asked in confusion. “I don’t remember hearing anything about that.”
She shook her head and drew near, releasing her long hair from the loose ponytail at back of her head.
Without a word, she began to undo her coat and I felt my breath catch in my chest.
“No,” she replied. “I didn’t tell you. I wanted it to be a surprise.”
As the overcoat fell away, I saw she wore nothing but a black lace teddy and garter beneath.
“Oh,” I breathed. “I see.”
I reached up to yank her toward me, burying my face in her bosom to inhale her sweet-smelling skin as I pulled the outer garment away from her lithe body.
She giggled, wrapping her hands around my hair and rubbing my head teasingly but I was not in a cutesy mood.
Without warning, I grabbed her by her full buttocks, ensnaring her long legs around my waist and seizing her blonde tresses in my hand, my mouth suctioning onto her throat.
Vyolet gasped as I tightened my grip on her, walking her into the bedroom where I threw her onto the bed almost violently.
She stared up at me with surprised blue eyes, but she was growing accustomed to our rough, intense sessions and she seemed to be daring me to do my worst.
Little did she know that I had been planning on it for weeks.
She spread her legs wider, so I caught a glimpse of her pink center, her hand falling between her thighs to touch herself.
Oh how much she has grown sexually in the past weeks, I marveled, biting on my lower lip to stare at her. She would never have thought about massaging her most intimate spots like that even two weeks earlier.
I pounced on her, crushing her to the bed as I reached over to grab her wrists, pinning them above her head.
My teeth nibbled along the contours of her face as my free hand took over where she had left off, rubbing the wetness of her middle with long, gruff strokes.
She mewled slightly, and the noise made me grow hard beneath my jeans.
I pulled her up toward the nightstand, my finger slipping inside her for effect and Vyolet yelped at the sudden thrust as her body moved.
I withdrew my hand and reached across her, keeping her arms firmly in place as I pulled something from the table drawer.
“What is that?” she murmured, craning her neck to see but I did not have to answer as I bound her wrists together with a silk scarf, one I had used to blindfold her many times before.
I savored the look of uncertainty on her face as I drew the knots tight and leaned in to kiss her softly on the lips.
“Do you trust me?” I asked her quietly. She nodded, her blue eyes wide with faith and my erection grew more tumescent.
I sat back, pulling off my t-shirt as a small sweat began to build over my pecs and I was once again taken aback by the surreal loveliness of the beauty sprawled before me.
Her face reflected the naked yearning she had for me to take her, but we were nowhere near that point, not yet.
She reached up to touch my chest with her tied hands, but I tossed her back, shaking my head.
“No,” I told her firmly. “You can’t touch.”
Her pupils dilated, and she nodded meekly.
“Okay,” she whispered. I ripped at the lace of her bodice, listening to her gasps of shock as her breasts spilled out, her nipples tight.
I lowered my head to taste them, biting at them, gently at first but increasing the pressure until she cried out.
My mouth worked down the satiny skin of her flat stomach, noting that she was already trembling while I snatched the remnant of the material from her body and cast it aside.
I slipped to the edge of the bed, pulling off my jeans and boxers, my eyes locking on hers intensely.
Suddenly I turned away from her, pulling open the closet door and I saw her straining to see what I was doing.
“No one told you to move,” I snapped, and she flopped back down obediently, her thighs parted, arms above the glorious crown of hair.
Inside the walk-in closet, I removed a black duffle bag, placing it on the floor, out of her view.
I removed the proper blindfold, stepping around the side of the king mattress to slip it over her eyes.
“What are you doing?” she gasped, and I could hear the tremor in her voice.
“No speaking,” I ordered, and she immediately clamped her lips together. I reached back into the bag and withdrew a long cord, pulling her arms up to secure her to the wrought iron headboard.
She shivered, gooseflesh prickling her skin. I ensured the binds were tight enough and I waited, knowing the anticipation of what was about to happen was excruciating.
Vyolet did not make a sound but for her short, nervous breaths.
Her excited apprehension only fueled my titillation and I could no longer wait.
I removed yet one more item from the depth of the bag and placed it on the bed before slowly running my palms over her feet and calves.
She seemed to relax at my tender touch and I leaned forward, placing her manicured big toe in my mouth, sucking on it lovingly as my hands continued to massage her legs.
She tittered as my mouth widened to include the other toes, licking at them fully.
I moved onto her other foot and she seemed more confident, raising her calf to help stuff her foot into my mouth.
I smiled to myself, working my way over the tops of her feet, around her ankles and onto her shins.
I did not want to leave one inch of her body unexplored and with each kiss I placed on her body, she seemed to melt more into the mattress, her arms relaxing against the bonds.
As I made my way up her thighs, slowly licking around the damp core and inhaling her intoxicating scent, I paused, running my fingertips along the skin of her hips and dipping them back to tickle her lower lips.
I flipped around, my waist at her face, my hot breath on her cleft.
When I felt her lips meet my shaft, I knew we were ready to play dangerously.
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Vyolet
I struggled against my binds again even though I knew it was an exercise in futility, but his organ was large and against my lips and I needed leverage to taste him properly.
He maneuvered his hips above my face and I raised my mouth eagerly to take him as he instantly delved into my center.
I moaned, his cock filling my mouth and twitched as he licked my throbbing button.
His waist began to thrust rhythmi
cally as he pumped himself in and out of me, causing me to gasp.
Evan was so well endowed that even as he flowed into me, bucking gently while his tongue lapped at me, I was choking on him.
Harder his licks grew, and a gentle humming met my ears.
My body jerked slightly as he began to suck on me roughly but what came next caused me to scream out in pleasure.
I was being penetrated with something as large as his shaft, hard and vibrating as his lips suctioned against my clitoris.
I thrust upward in shock but suddenly I was being ravaged in three different directions, the sensations heightened tenfold because of my blindness.
Every one of Evan’s movements became harder, faster and deeper, his unit stifling my choking cries as his member grew harder and ready to explode in the depth of my throat.
My form seized into a frozen arch of ecstasy as I felt my climax building behind my belly button.
Again I tried to scream out, but I could barely breathe between the shaft in my windpipe and the mounting orgasm.
I exploded then, squirting violently against his mouth and the dildo, streams of hot nectar spilling over the white comforter and down my thighs.
Abruptly, Evan withdrew from my mouth, the toy still inserted between my legs as if to coax every last drop from me.
I felt him flip his body around and I groaned breathlessly, knowing that he was going to take me with wild fury.
I was limp, weak and trembling but he was just beginning.
The dildo slipped out, reverberating against my swollen lips.
I jumped at the feeling, my body sensitive to the touch.
My legs were lifted, and Evan wrapped my ankles around his head, his engorged unit but when he entered me, it was in a place he had never gone before.
No one had.
I howled at the size of him, feeling his thickness prod forth, my legs locking about his neck.
The vibrator seemed to move faster and as he plunged into me, I was overwhelmed with a barrage of confusion.
It hurt so wonderfully good and while I thought I wanted him to stop, I begged him to keep going.
I was a sopping slip and slide and as I cried, bucking wildly beneath him, I felt another release building inside me.
I was ready to cum again as he grunted loudly, gripping my hips with vice-like fingers and driving himself home.
The pain and pleasure were such a bizarre fondue, but I could not get enough of what was happening. I felt like I was losing my mind, falling in and out of a surreal reality.
I exploded, meeting his climax simultaneously and Evan spasmed inside me, muttering obscenities.
It seemed as if we orgasmed for hours, neither one of us ready to part until we were spent to exhaustion.
I dreaded the moment when he slid off me, the sex toy falling silent.
I wondered if I would be able to look him in the eye after that and as he moved across the bed, I assumed to untie me, I tried to summon something clever to say but nothing sprung to mind.
Swallowing, I sensed him lean over me and before I could say a word, he deposited a sweet kiss on my lips before removing the blindfold.
“You are so beautiful, Vyolet,” he said, and I could hear the tenderness in his voice. The statement gave me shivers as I lay there, vulnerable and exposed.
Never had I been taken in such a savagely delicious way. I had been helpless, defenseless and yet somehow, I managed to feel empowered by what had happened.
Slowly, he removed the shade from my eyes and I blinked several times to adjust to the sudden light of the afternoon.
Evan held my gaze steadily as he undid the knots above my head.
His toned body was gleaming with sweat and I could see he was as exhausted as I felt.
“Are you all right?” he asked finally, and I realized I hadn’t said a word since we had cum.
I chuckled lightly, rubbing my wrists and nodding.
“I think I am just trying to get my grip on reality,” I replied, my face flushing crimson as I sat up.
I turned redder as I saw the dildo laying carelessly at the foot of the bed and shook my head.
“I’ve never done that before,” I confessed in a voice just above a whisper and Evan smiled.
“I am glad I get to introduce you to new things,” he told me. “I look forward to teaching you more.”
He glanced at the black duffle bag he had produced from the closet and I was curious to know what else it held.
Something told me that I was going to learn all its secrets.
A shiver of pleasure shot through me and I realized in that moment that he might be as smitten with me as I had become with him.
“Let me see,” he said, reaching for my tender arms. There were red welts and I knew there would be bruises in the morning but for once, I understood what Maya meant by “battle scars”.
She would be so proud…if only I could tell her about this, I thought, giggling to myself.
Of course I would do no such thing.
He kissed the marks gently and clasped my small, graceful hands in his large ones, again giving me his deep stare as if he was reading into my soul.
“Let’s go get Alex and go out for dinner,” he suggested, and I nodded, my heart fluttering still.
“Okay,” I agreed but a shadow of doubt crossed my mind. “Actually, why don’t you pick her up and I’ll meet you somewhere for dinner. I haven’t been home in days and I need to get a few things.”
He shrugged and nodded.
“Sure.”
The truth wasn’t that I was in a hurry to get home but since Maya’s visit the other week, I was feeling increasingly paranoid about our relationship.
We hadn’t exactly been hiding it well, but I had felt better because we were in Oriental.
The chances of running into one of my sisters was slim, Yvette chained to the office and Maya living in her commune outside of town.
My parents were in Minnesott Beach so anyone who recognized me would not be apt to guess who Evan was unless they happened to know him from years ago.
My security was tentative, but Maya’s words still hung heavily in the back of my mind.
“This is no judgment on you but Vy, Evan Collier is only looking out for himself. You have to protect yourself…Vy, you’ve got a good heart and you’re a fixer by nature but not everyone can be fixed, and you are going to get hurt if you fall in too deep.”
But what did Maya know? She thought she was an expert on men because she had such a wildly free view on life.
She doesn’t know Evan. How can she make judgments about the man?
I worried that Maya might do something to ruin my delicate happiness. I couldn’t reconcile that she would tell my parents, even though she obviously disapproved, she might tell Yvette and who knew what she might do?
You’re a grown woman, I thought angrily. You don’t have to justify your romantic interests to your parents.
But I knew it was much deeper than that. My dad would feel betrayed by both of us. He might be able to forgive Maya for such an indiscretion but me? No way.
I was the good one. I didn’t pursue older men and involve myself in bondage.
“You look very far away,” Evan told me, and I realized I remained in place, staring off into nothingness, as my mind raced in endless circles.
“I was just thinking about how much that teddy cost,” I joked, eyeing the tatters strewn across the floor.
Evan laughed.
“I will buy you a hundred more,” he promised. “But I will probably rip them all clean from your body too.”
“Sounds like a good deal,” I replied, rising from the bed.
“Where should we meet?” I asked, reaching into the drawer I had claimed as my own. Inside was a couple changes of clothes and some socks.
It gave me a rush to know that he had suggested I keep a drawer in the armoire.
He’s going to change his mind. He’s not going back to Washington after all. I kn
ew it!
I tried not to get too excited by the prospect, but I couldn’t help it.
Never had there been a man who had affected me as much as Evan Collier. Of course I wanted to relish the feeling if I could, even though there was no hope for our future together.
Well you’ve pulled it off this long, I reminded myself. Maybe we could move to Whortonsville or Ashwood, put a little more distance between us and my parents but the commute wouldn’t be terrible to school. It’s something to think about.
“I’ll ask Alex,” Evan replied. “And text you when we’re leaving your parents’ place.”
“Sounds good,” I replied, slipping on a pair of Lulu Lemon track pants and a t-shirt.
I hurried over to give Evan a kiss.
“See you in about an hour?” I asked.
“Hopefully less. That will depend on what kind of craziness your mother had Alex into today.”
I giggled, imagining what fun my mom was having with the six-year-old.
Poor mom. She wants grandkids so bad and all of us have been such a disappointment to her.
I paused to gaze at Evan, biting on my lower lip.
I wonder how he feels about children.
I spun to hurry out of the apartment before he could see the beet red of my face and demand to know what I was thinking.
But as I left the unit, I had my first genuine doubts about Evan.
He’s never been married, has no children, I thought as I waited for the elevator. That is obviously by design, not bad luck. What if he has no interest in marriage or kids? Would you still pursue a relationship with him?
I almost laughed in my own face as the doors slid open and I stepped onto the lift.
How are you going to marry a guy and have his kids if your family can never know about him? I asked myself, shaking my head.
The question filled me with an unsurmountable sickness and suddenly I wondered if I had made a bigger mistake than I had originally thought.
Before it had been an attraction, a taboo game.
But now it was different.
I was in love with Evan.
By the time the car landed at lobby level, my heart was in my stomach.